Reminiscing of the Past

Your smile, your eyes, the voice I long to hear
Its been almost 6 years, and still I hear it clear
I remember the times we had; long, and brief
thinking back now, I wish not to forget you
Pain of the Past and Present clash within me
What I did and what I should have done share blow for blow
Sometimes I think about letting go...
...clearly you have; you've moved on without me
but in my memories "We shall Always Be!"
I long to see, to hear your voice,
but lack the courage to make it happen
Maybe I fear that you have changed?
Maybe you are not the girl I have come to Love?
LOVE!
...the word echoes in me still.
A word I have reserved to only be used when I feel it is true.
It is a shame, I shant ever tell you.